High Expectations

Finally getting things going.  Bought a new bed for Dad today.  Will be cleaning up their rooms for the next few days and planning for the move - that is what I plan for my block leave this year. 

Been feeling troubled over this matter - currently Kemp and Mum are sharing the MBR and Dad has a room to his own.  Been comtemplating if I should give Kemp his own bedroom but that will mean Dad to give up his room. After talking to Dad, realised that he also had this same thought and he was more than willing to give up his bedroom.  And so, The battle started…. 

The thought of Dad giving up his room made mw guilty.. Even thought of moving house, getting a bigger place etc just so each one of us could have our own room. But after thinking, I thought this environment was good for their retirement, the quietness, the greenery, the morning walks and exercise that they do everyday. 

Thereafter, had discussions with Tarrin - the fengshui, the position of bed for the 3 of them etc.. another headache.  

But now, everything’s at the final stage. Buying a bed and waiting for the new bed before we can do the move.  

Been feeling troubled over the move actually because of my high expectations and my want-to-give-them-the-best mindset. Was also afraid that the change will cause bad fengshui for them and etc

Yes, I know I tend to over think.. But I dont think I can control that, especially if it is relating to my family… I can settle for the moderate but I would want the best for them……