4 days of rest, coming to an end tmr.  

Doing nothing, just lying around in the house.  Weather’s hot these days, so sweating at home… 

Been super moody.  Not talking at home, no mood for anything etc. Complaining to myself that I am alone, nobody know that I am upset, nobody dare to ask after me when I am upset (I look damn fierce when I dont smile) and hence nobody dare to come near me.  

Talking to myself.  Nobody to talk to anyway. Haiz.