lunch with imran at sushi tei..... together with pl and jes.... hahaa... nice meeting him again.... heard from him he got a teacher-girlfriend..... and she's a chinese.... hahaha.... its okay lar, anw imran looks like chinese also..... he's always a cheerful guy, thats what i like about him... hahahaha

my birthday's next friday... but when its nearing soo soon, i feel more unhappy... i keep thinking of my bdae celebration the previous year.... i miss him so much, dunno if he remembers my bdae?

the one that i want to celebrate with is not by my side.... whereas the ppl who wants to celebrate with me are not the one that i want.... life's contradicting hor...... since i cannot celebrate with the one i want most, i choose to stay at home...

begining to be abit choosy and fussy.. begining to compare..... begining to be a little materialistic.... begining to know what i prefer.... or maybe not? i dunno....

been trying to find things that make me happy.. i think i have everything, but why am i still not happy?

shalley says she is very happy with her present bf..... she hopes to get married next year, thats what she say to us during our latest meet-up.... i can see that she is very happy.... she tells me, it is better to completely own a person cos what the person does, its for you totally.... she says this when she was comparing to her life when she was with elvin (the married guy)..... hmm....

in any case, glad to see her happy..