if you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

life's really short.
cherish your parents as they were the ones who brought you up.
cherish your friends as it is hard to find someone you can click with and maintain friendship with.
cherish the past as it had taught you something, be it good or bad.
cherish the present as it will become past the next minute.
and the future?

i wonder what will happen in 10 years time? can i imagine myself in the next 10 years? now is the turning point for me. its time for me to decide my future career path. do i want to stay and learn? do i want to leave and join another environment? i know deep down, i have one answer, but why is it that i cannot muster up my courage to just do it? what am i afraid of?