vesak day. thursday. public holiday.

went to my auntie's house for family gathering. actually i was looking forward to this gathering. well, i just like gathering with my mother's side family, my aunties, my cousins. we all get along very well, talk about anything under the sun, much more closer than to my father's side family.

but i was down with fever for the last few days. but i felt okay when i woke up this morning. so tata, on our way to bedok!

remember my cousin who got married in mar? she's pregnant already!

i am so so happy for her! so today's focus was on her.. hahaha and her husband was the funny one, "cannot eat this, cannot eat that"... hahaha but my only advice to her was only that she cannot touch cooling stuff, anything else was to be taken in moderation.. hahahaha

seeing her going from one stage to another stage in life, i start to question myself. why am i so stagnant when another person of my same age is moving rapidly from one stage to another?

SIGH.. i really dunno what to say. just feel so stagnant. stagnant.

and my parents.. they must be wondering BIG TIME when i am going to get attached and married and have kids..

on leave today. took leave last minute. my back's aching so badly that i wanted to just take a rest.

asked ys if he thinks wq has turned quiet recently. he said no. hmm, guys are not as sensitive as girls hor.. but i think wq is not as "noisy" as before liao.. i dunno if he's too tired to talk or what lor (he's lacking lots of sleep recently).. and the things that come out of his mouth are mostly "dirty".. i really dunno.. or maybe its just me?

hahaha maybe i think he dun talk that much to me liao.. hahaha..

weiyan's getting married! she invited me to her wedding (or rom) this saturday but i told her i am not going.. well, just abit tired of attending such functions recently.. but i stil wish her a blissful marriage!

yerong's wedding. i went to cut hair in the afternoon. my hairstylist psycho me to colour and highlight my hair and they were having a 49% discount. oh well, okay then..

we met at night and together, we were on our way to yerong's wedding. hmm, she's also pregnant! congrats! really wishing her a blissful marriage!

we reached the restaurant. well, let me see, we saw, waisiong, joohong, xinling, yinmei, liyan, xuefang, rimay and some of my primary school friends. yes, i was in the same primary school as yerong.. lol!

she is indeed very pretty, with her trademark smile. really very happy for her! we used to be close but drifted apart due to some misunderstanding. she is our first same-age friend to get married and hold a banquet.

envy envy envy. hahaha..

saturday. went cycling with boon and ys at east coast in the afternoon. i think we cycled a long way, all the way till changi i think..

thereafter went golfing at this place near the discovery centre with boon, ys, desmond, dgua and sijun.. we ended at about 9 plus and we went for food thereafter.

we arranged for mahjong at about 11 plus 12. two tables of mahjong at boon's godma's house. hahaha actually they wanted to come my house, but then, there was chaos at my house cos my mother and sister quarrelled.

i played mahjong with ys, dgua and sijun. but after one round, we were simply tired and we ended the game and went home early. the other table with boon, ic and boon's friends still continued till dawn.

it was a long dayy full of activities. but it was damn tiring. my legs were aching at the end... !!!!


p.s. my big boss, ttl, saw me at east coast!!! he said he was so near to me on his bike that he could even touch me! but i just din see him!! lol!! so paiseh.. hahaha

my seafood dinner!

aloha! thursday night. met boon, wq, ys, dgua at east coast seafood centre for dinner.

went to xiao hong lou. we ordered 8 dishes. chilli crab, black pepper crab, steamed fish, drunken prawns, lobster salad, spinach with abalone, cold platter and crispy duck.

wow.. it was absolutely YUMMY! ate to our heart's full! the total cost was about 400 plus for 5 ppl. hahaha, wq paid for it. he's our boss now, lol..

boon asked me abt yerong's wedding on sunday.. and we started talking abt weddings. talked abt who will get married first and blah.. our guess is boon lar.. hahaha..

ya, talking about that.. my mum has been dropping hints and seriously worried abt me..

actually i have never made my parents worried abt me from young, studies, making friends..

and i definitely dun want them to be worried abt me for such stuff.. yes, i will bring a guy back home.. but this guy has to be such that they can be assured that the guy can take care of me mentally, physically and financially.. in other words, i would want to bring a "potential husband" back and not a "boyfriend"..

but its easier said than done..

isn't this picture amazing? well, its real and absolutely real!

my colleagues saw it in the office in the afternoon..

me? i wasn't in the office at that time although it was after lunch time.. lol.. i was at ICA collecting passports, reached office at about 3pm.

sunny day. good day for suntanning. there's a bbq at ecp organised by jp and friends for their colleagues. i am invited but i am still not sure if i am going.. lol.

super tempted to go cycling at ecp. well, its still early now, 11.17am.

its been a quiet 2 weeks for me. going home after work and staying at home during weekends.

i think.. e story with st has ended bah. i havent been online these few days at night. havent been talking to him on msn. he din sms me also.

think the last time we spoke was when i was on half day, i went shopping and he called me regarding the citibank study loan. he wanted to ask me for dinner but i already arranged to have dinner with my parents. but i think he din mean to meet for dinner just saying only.

anyway i said i din want to get close to him anymore.. because i feel so much to care for him and i am afraid of falling for him.. the feeling of liking someone and not knowing if the other party will reciprocate is.. just so uncertain..

its like deja-vu.. just like christopher.. i fell for him first also, then slowly he developed feelings for me and we were happy for some time.. and things just ended

i dun wan uncertainty. but then, everything in life is uncertain.

sentosa!

teambuilding event at sentosa. first time that our dept has got such an event.

woke up early on a sat morning. kh drove us to sentosa. well, it was a sunny bright morning. overall, it was pretty fun. had breakfast and lunch.

went home, had an afternoon nap after a long morning. legs were aching haha after all that walking at sentosa.

mother has got a bad cough. father took her to see the thomson doctor in the afternoon. sigh, its the bad weather.

she keeps dropping hints to me nowadays.. asking me if my friends are introducing guys to me and blah.. and her hints are getting obvious by the day.. think she is really worried abt me.. lol

prawn fishing!!

sat night. i went prawn fishing with ic, st and his friends.

wooo.. first time at prawn fishing.. nice experience!
i was pretty moody in the begining.. but thereafter, i managed to catch my first prawn, then second then the third prawn!!!!

so shiok!!! i caught 3 prawns at my first attempt!

the feeling of the prawn tugging at the bait, and pulling it up was so indescribable. hahaha! i thought we would let them free in the end, but we decided to cook it.. hahaha but fresh prawns are indeed yummy!!!

taken during my cousin's wedding. hehe, this cousin of mine really good life. been going to different countries and overseas with her husband every now and then. of course, her husband is definitely well-to-do. oh well..

u know, ic told me that he has got a crush on one of his colleague. my gosh, i've seen that girl and i scolded him immediately lor. firstly, i think he shouldnt do this to his very nice gf lor.. and secondly, that girl is a damn rough flirt lor. i dun like her since the first look.

anyway this ic ah, been thinking of going astray since the very first day i guess.

simply hopeless. i thought he turned guai liao and learnt to be contented with his gf. but now, he tell me this. i am just angry with him lor. argh!

i used one word yesterday. substandard. yes, that girl is substandard lor, not the usual nice and pretty girls that ic would normally like. his standard dropped dramatically lor and he tells me its love, like or even crush! bullshit.

i will definitely scold him everytime i see him.

man are all jerks.

男人不坏，女人不爱。
女人不坏，男人不爱？

nowadays good stuff aren't in demand issit?
faints.

anyway happy birthday andrew! i think he is stressed up with his new job.. but being the clever and hardworking him, i believe he can cope with this new challenge.. jiayou!

happy labour day!

yeah today is a public holiday. finally resting after covering jes for so many days. but then, its still not the end! she's going for course on thurs and friday which means i will be at work again!! *tired*

well, i may choose not to go to work tmr.. *blinks*

time passes very fast. its may already. haven been doing much stuff during the first four months. what have i been doing? ...........

i am kinda tired of the life i am leading.

in reflection, i still remember what i wanted to do in the past. i wanted to do volunteer work, wanted to study psychology. but have i achieved either of that?
NO LOr.

perhaps its time to make some changes to my life.
:-)