vesak day. thursday. public holiday.

went to my auntie's house for family gathering. actually i was looking forward to this gathering. well, i just like gathering with my mother's side family, my aunties, my cousins. we all get along very well, talk about anything under the sun, much more closer than to my father's side family.

but i was down with fever for the last few days. but i felt okay when i woke up this morning. so tata, on our way to bedok!

remember my cousin who got married in mar? she's pregnant already!

i am so so happy for her! so today's focus was on her.. hahaha and her husband was the funny one, "cannot eat this, cannot eat that"... hahaha but my only advice to her was only that she cannot touch cooling stuff, anything else was to be taken in moderation.. hahahaha

seeing her going from one stage to another stage in life, i start to question myself. why am i so stagnant when another person of my same age is moving rapidly from one stage to another?

SIGH.. i really dunno what to say. just feel so stagnant. stagnant.

and my parents.. they must be wondering BIG TIME when i am going to get attached and married and have kids..