woke up at 6am+. met him at 7.30am. had breakfast and went to bank to get a replacement of atm card.
he asked me to keep the card for him. i was happy abt it. i dunno how to explain but i am really happy abt it.
walked to the mrt station. on our way to vivo. he needed to get mooncakes before he left.
dunno why.. e time was passing very fast. we got our mooncakes. and we were on our way to the airport.
e way to the airport was torturous. i wanted to cry but no tears came out. i wanted time to stop.. i wanted the train to break down so that he could miss his flight and blah, we could have few more hours together... blah blah blah, full of crappy thinking.
and suddenly.. it dawned on me that, his family would be there at the airport as well. sharks, i started to get nervous.
i usually dun bother abt how ppl look at me. but this time, i really bother. really stressed over how they will look at me. how i will behave, how i will fare. how they will think.......
and so.. we met. they checked in. within minutes, they went in.
he left, without anything. it was back to words again.
went for lunch with his mummy and sis. we went budget terminal. his mum needed to get air ticket to fly back early.
his mum said alot abt him. he dunno how to say no to people. generous. dun smoke. but he dunno how to save money. and that whenever she buy food and puts in fridge, it'll be gone before she knows it. LOL..
at times she wakes up at 5am+.. wanted to wake him up (suppposed to be up at 6aM) but she just dun bear cos she wants him to sleep more.
she badly wants him to learn more abt the business.. but he's always so busy, so tired, always reaching home late.
the more nice things she say abt him.. e more i feel not worthy. he's the only son of her. she obviously wants the best for her son. can i give him the best....?
"when will it be until we fly together and not see each other off? can't wait for that day to come."
i wondered he meant travelling together.. or something else.
"I really can't wait for the day where we will be staying at the same place..... then go where oso go together...."
he asked me to keep the card for him. i was happy abt it. i dunno how to explain but i am really happy abt it.
walked to the mrt station. on our way to vivo. he needed to get mooncakes before he left.
dunno why.. e time was passing very fast. we got our mooncakes. and we were on our way to the airport.
e way to the airport was torturous. i wanted to cry but no tears came out. i wanted time to stop.. i wanted the train to break down so that he could miss his flight and blah, we could have few more hours together... blah blah blah, full of crappy thinking.
and suddenly.. it dawned on me that, his family would be there at the airport as well. sharks, i started to get nervous.
i usually dun bother abt how ppl look at me. but this time, i really bother. really stressed over how they will look at me. how i will behave, how i will fare. how they will think.......
and so.. we met. they checked in. within minutes, they went in.
he left, without anything. it was back to words again.
went for lunch with his mummy and sis. we went budget terminal. his mum needed to get air ticket to fly back early.
his mum said alot abt him. he dunno how to say no to people. generous. dun smoke. but he dunno how to save money. and that whenever she buy food and puts in fridge, it'll be gone before she knows it. LOL..
at times she wakes up at 5am+.. wanted to wake him up (suppposed to be up at 6aM) but she just dun bear cos she wants him to sleep more.
she badly wants him to learn more abt the business.. but he's always so busy, so tired, always reaching home late.
the more nice things she say abt him.. e more i feel not worthy. he's the only son of her. she obviously wants the best for her son. can i give him the best....?
"when will it be until we fly together and not see each other off? can't wait for that day to come."
i wondered he meant travelling together.. or something else.
"I really can't wait for the day where we will be staying at the same place..... then go where oso go together...."
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