its gonna be a happy birthday.. or maybe not.

happy because i have him by my side this year.
not happy.. because i realised my body's really weak.

my acupuncturist says my body's pretty weak, stomach's weak, poor absorption, slow reaction to medicine and needles. probably, hence the hairfall and body's slow reaction to her medicine and needles.

wah.. damn upset. body's slow reaction. if my hairfall is faster than my body's reaction to her medicine, oh no, i gonna become botak.. wah.. thinking of that, makes my hair stand.. hahaha.. cannot imagine that.

or maybe i should go for a proper checkup? im scared...
or not really scared.. the 1 thing i am most scared of is wasting his time and effort on me. which i dun really want that to happen.

if i cannot solve my health and hair problem.. i gonna... gonna.. give up on him.
:(