i took the lift with bernard when going home tdy. he went off first.

i looked at his back view. how i envy his wife and kids. he's a great man. he is a good mentor and good friend at work. i guess he must be a great husband, a great daddy.

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i am getting paranoid. i am suspecting my dad's lying to me again. i gave him a sum of money before i went to BKK. he told me much of the money is now gone cos my mum kept asking for money. this sum of money is larger than the usual amount that i gave him every month. how come so fast.. i am begining to suspect. i am begining to not believe him...