i cried. upset today.

im tired. tired of thinking how important i am to him. family, friends, work, studies and blah... i think i rank last.
suddenly tired of all his he-got-no-choice things.

when he said he's alone. i stayed home to keep him company.
how abt me? how abt when i am alone? i am alone now.. but where is he..

tired of gauging my importance. i need attention. i need lots of care and concern. but with his so many no-choice things, how am i supposed to get them?