I hope he'll be back to seTtle down.. Be it now or after his studies. Then I won't be so troubled now...
But I know its not possible. He has told me what he wants...
Nevertheless, I still hope for that.... I don't need a good life, I need a normal life.
There's nothing I can do now. I just want to remain status quo now. And I try to give them a good life as much as possible..

As for the future.. I don't really want to think about it. Not now.. We won't know what will happen in future now. So... Shoo shoo shoo go away..

I'll look foward to every weekends, be it with him or with my family.

Call me running away from reality.. I admit.