My parents are old. I really have no wish to leave them behind. I want to keep on caring for them.

I really hope we can take leave together. Go for trips, or slack together. Having dinner together after work. Working hard and Saving money together. Go cycling or go out during weekends together. Work and get promoted or get increments. Lead a normal life like other couples.

Then at least.. I won't feel alone now. Feeling alone, trying very hard to save money, not to exceed budget, not to exceed monthly spending, feels alone to spend on my parents. I'm only one person yet I have to do so many things....

真的很累，很辛苦。。。