I guess I'll never forget....

I'll never be able to forget the 2 things that his dad said about me... About me not being courteous and polite in his house... And about me having a bad temper.. Well, I admit I am not a super PR person and in a way people may think that I am not very polite or courteous, whatever way you want to put it.. But I do not think that is a bad thing.. People who know me will know the real me and will like the real me.. I do not have to be PR in order to make people like me... As for bad temper.. I admit but to a certain extent. I do not think I am being unreasonable and there is always a reason when I get angry....

Anyway I am just sore that he did not speak up for me... Whether his parents are right or wrong about me, he should speak up for me.. In order for them to have a good impression of me.. But he didn't.

In any case.. Now I know his parents' impression of me. And its like a 心结 in my heart. Can't be taken out can't be forgotten.
And its great great pressure for me to see his parents again... For I can't turn into a super PR person or super friendly person overnight.. And I know that his parents see me as a ill tempered person...

Don't know how I should proceed from here... As for him.. As usual, he is still thinking for himself... Never thinking from my viewpoint. Never understanding how I feel. Its always him him and more himself...