Raining. My plans... Thwarted.

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A lending ear. Consolation. At times when I need most. Only things he could do for me. Yet he couldnt do it. Fell asleep in the midst of consoling me.. What can I say? What can I do?

Could he offer me a hug? No. Could he solve it personally for me? No. Could he be here with me and helped me in my difficult times? No.

And now? Nothing from him. Not even a beep or vibration.
Feels like throwing my BB down the rubbish chute...

And so I am alone. Physically. Mentally. Morally.