I am back... And alone again.

Hated to be back and alone here... And he had to make me feel left out, alone earlier than expected...
I became angry.. Lost temper and Scolded... And then lastly I cried badly... Cried real bad. And real loud.
Dont know if I am crying to let out my unhappiness...

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I brought back a luggage, a styrfoam box and a carton box... From airport to taxi and from taxi to home... I had to make 2 trips for every step taken... And I felt really alone. And I only had myself. Again.