:-(

went to east coast alone today. cycled under the sun, sat down on the bench enjoyed the sea breeze. relaxing!! needed some peace, from work, from people and from my house..

supposed to meet sh ad and vin for dinner. but last minute i decided not to go because i was feeling real tired and abit unwell, perhaps i din eat a proper lunch earlier on.

went home. ate my dinner. my parents went to aunt justina hse with ah boy.

earlier in the day, i heard that yong-pa wasnt feeling well and my parents wanted to go visit him. but then i found them at home, they didnt go and visit him.


生命真的很 fragile 和 short.. nobody really knows when it is going to end.. or rather isn't it scary to know the deadline to ur life?? how is one going to face his or her own life after knowing such news??

i feel so sad now.. i am also very scared.. things or problems we face everyday.. nothing can be compared to ur own life.. so why are we getting so bothered or fed up or frustrated over the small things we face everyday?

and.. talking about cherishing things.. sometimes we only know how to say but about doing it, few people can really do it..