he went stayed over at his friend's hse. nearer to the airport.

supposed to have a last talk with him before he went.. i waited. i was damn tired, after so many late nights and acupuncture today. i sms him, he said he wasnt free yet. and so, i stayed online, waited for him.

i fell asleep. but my laptop was on. i opened my eyes every now and then, hoping to see a message from him...

the feeling of waiting.. is.. i dunno how to describe.
i was waiting, opened my eyes.. only to be disappointed.

1am.. 2am. time jus passed. still no news from him.

at last.. a sms from him. a long one. but it felt cold.

i was disappointed.. once again.