pms. i am moody.

i wish i could leave everything and not be tied down and do what i want.. so that i wont be quarrelling with him every now and then.

really hate to see them quarrelling every now and then. hate to see ah boy being naughty and angering everyone. hate to hear quarrels. hate to be tied down by them...

hate to be unhappy. hate to then throw tantrums at him. hate to end our conversation unhappily. hate to sleep in tears....

he's right. everyday is jus like a pandora box. never know what is going to happen next. happy or unhappy. u never know....

here too. everyday is like a pandora box. everyday is different. somedays, i can be as happy as a bird. somedays, i can be as down as nobody's business.

everyone's takes me for granted. esp my sister. i dun owe her anything. i dun have a duty to take care of ah boy. and yet she's like taking me for granted.

我讨厌我自己，讨厌身边的一切。。

i never will know how busy or how stressed he is.. unless he tells me.

he'll never know how moody i am.. unless i tell him.

and then each of us will throw temper at each other. without knowing any background...


see? thats the reason why i dun sms him first. cos he wont reply sometimes.
if he sms me first, i would never not reply him...