happy new year!!
chinese new year is here!! the year of the pig!! i hope everyone will stay healthy and happy and may all your wishes come true!!
i have tried adding chris to my msn again and told yp that i want to get in contact with him. chinese new year eve, i sent him an email asking how he is.. and he replied me!
i am happy.. at least i know he is not ignoring me or avoiding me or refuse to accept me as a friend. ask me why i did that? well, this idea has been on my mind for a long time but i din have the courage to do it. i dunno if i have any hopes of getting back together with him or i purely want him back as a friend. i really have no answer to that question now. but all i know is that i dun wish to have any regrets in future, so tata! i did it, the first step!
chu yi. went bai nian as usual. but then the houses that we go to are getting lesser, year by year. i sent him a cny greeting and he sent me back one. courtesy.
yes, i admit that i did feel abit lost after seeing his fwded sms to me. but the happy feelings override the lost feelings.. soo.. conclusion, i am still happy!
i remember when i was young, we used to visit alot of families (all was my father's side) and could only finish at around 3-4pm in the afternoon and we would go to my big auntie house to settle down and finish the chu yi day.
but now, its so different from what is in the past. lesser houses to visit. the atmosphere is not that strong and my aunties looks older and my cousins looks more matured and blah blah...
anyway i am glad that i took the first step for chris case. probably the next time i would ask to meet up? hahaha we'll see how..
i have tried adding chris to my msn again and told yp that i want to get in contact with him. chinese new year eve, i sent him an email asking how he is.. and he replied me!
i am happy.. at least i know he is not ignoring me or avoiding me or refuse to accept me as a friend. ask me why i did that? well, this idea has been on my mind for a long time but i din have the courage to do it. i dunno if i have any hopes of getting back together with him or i purely want him back as a friend. i really have no answer to that question now. but all i know is that i dun wish to have any regrets in future, so tata! i did it, the first step!
chu yi. went bai nian as usual. but then the houses that we go to are getting lesser, year by year. i sent him a cny greeting and he sent me back one. courtesy.
yes, i admit that i did feel abit lost after seeing his fwded sms to me. but the happy feelings override the lost feelings.. soo.. conclusion, i am still happy!
i remember when i was young, we used to visit alot of families (all was my father's side) and could only finish at around 3-4pm in the afternoon and we would go to my big auntie house to settle down and finish the chu yi day.
but now, its so different from what is in the past. lesser houses to visit. the atmosphere is not that strong and my aunties looks older and my cousins looks more matured and blah blah...
anyway i am glad that i took the first step for chris case. probably the next time i would ask to meet up? hahaha we'll see how..
posted by skycityy at 9:25 PM
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