woo.. i am going to start cover jes tmr.. for 5 days. and then another 5 days.
going to be busy.. :(

i am jus going to slog hard.. until the end of the year.
jiayou!

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when walking home tdy after work.. i thought of the string of events.. i thought might as well note it down.. in case i forget in future.

Mar 2008 - i brought my parents to bangkok. he fetched us from the airport. brought us to massage and dinner. drove us back to the airport.

Apr 2008 to Jun 2008 - we started emailing. frequent emails. almost exchanged emails everyday. wondered why we din use msn then.. hahaha!

Jun 2008 - he asked me the qns. i reacted.. in a weird way. basically i wanted to tell him to give me more time. but he took it as i rejected him.

Jul 2008 to Jan 2009 - our emails were less frequent. probably once a week or even once every 2 weeks? i still had to remind him to reply at times... :(

Jan 2009 - ah boy was admitted to hospital. i was damn sad. i only sms him. i realised then.. i wanted nobody's concern except for his.

Jan 2009 to Jun 2009 - i wanted him back badly. i wanted to sms him to ask him that qns so many times but my sms din go out ultimately. i decided, i had to talk to him personally.

Jun 2009 - he was back. i had decided.. but din know how to approach that topic, dunno how to approach him. i wanted then hesitated. i thought.. in the end, i plucked up my courage.. only to use words again... i sms-ed him.

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this should be saved. and remains in my blog.. as part of my memories. i wouldnt want to forget.

:)